Anti-climax

A part of me that i always tend to hang up or hold too long or keep myself from something or someone that i like too much obsessively. i don't want to reach the climax part when that craving is already within my reach. i really don't want. once i reach the climax, of course, it's matic that we'll eventually comes to the falling of action and advances to the equilibrium state of things. There won't be a heart thumping thing anymore. I want my heart to run fast as if it will jump out of my flesh because of the force and pressure. 

-kdm