Thank You Message

To F and R:

Hey... Thanks. Haha.

Oohh. . . I wasnt able to celebrate my birthday with you guys. You know, I had a birthday ***.. hahaha. Lol. I had a blast privately. haha.. Medyo selfish mode.. Well, some other time may be, the most convenient time for us.. ok.

Tapos ang mababasa niyo pa pagdating ng room "PLEASE, DON'T GREET ME, NOT NOW. I'M NOT READY. I'M TIRED.". hahaha. Shit. Demanding masiado. Anyways, gawan nio naman ako ng video!!!! haha.. yung mag eenjoy akong panoorin. :P

I super appreciate everything (srsly). .  from carrying my stuffs (laptop,books,bags, etc.) to guarding me every day.. hahaha. jk. 

i love you, both. :*

-kdm

(pag lang napadaan sila dito)

Monster talk.

*Nag-aabang ng bus.

Ako: Hoy, badeng, sa inyo ko uuwi ha.

Badeng: Wag na, sainyo ka na umuwi. Marami taung papers na gagawin. Tsaka magulo sa bahay.

Ako: Ayos lang yun. BASTA dun ako sa inyo uuwi.. Hindi ako mag-iinarte. Promise.

*Sumakay ng bus.

Ako: (tiningnan ang paligid bago umupo) ano ba naman yan, tingnan mo puro kalawang.

Badeng: Hahahahayop ka! Tingnan mo dito palng ganian ka na tapos pupunta ka pa sa amen.. Wag na wag kang pupunta dun!!!

Hahaha.. sorry. Hindi ko mapigilang lumabas. Haha.. A fish and a visitor will stink in 3 days.. haha.. wala pang 3 days lumabas na ang kulay ko.. hahaha.

* Sa jolibee ng waltermart, gapan.

Ako: (nagkwento ng revealing escapade ko.)

Badeng: (gulat na gulat with matching walling.. haha)

Ako: Ano k aba. Baka kung ano isipin mo sa ken ha. Iba ako. Ok. Dalawa pa lang naman.

Badeng: (napaisip) ee teka. Dalawa palang naman ang nakikilala mo dito sa CLSU aa paanong hindi magiging 2 palang..

Ako: hahaha. Ou. Nga nuh.. LOL. ROTF.

EXCITED: *1 new message*

I was hurt. I dunno why. This feeling. He asked why I posted in the clsu files with his name. Then, what’s wrong? Huh. Should I chased him or what. He’s going to transfer to other school and I don't know how should I feel or what. I don’t want to read that message anymore. It’s ripping my heart and my soul, thinking if I did anything wrong or should I blame myself for posting it with his name. WTF! Dunno what to do.

We texted for not that long because he doesn't want to have contact with me anymore. Hahaha,. :D

-kdm

I do also have the GUTS. Believe me.

I was inspired to write again some random thoughts occupying my mind palace (Sherlock).

I was dictated by my pride and ego that I should write great pieces like them. Yes, I was insecure. I found their effortless works a masterpiece. I do envy them. it was so sad that I was an ABLL and I have to feel this way. Their just too great.Oooh. How I wish I was like them too. But I will not be able to write if I will not try, right? Just do it. Watch me dance with my pen and paper.

-kdm