You only think that way.

Do u think i am not affected? Do you think i'm not hurt? DO you think I'm numb? Huh??? 

I don't know how should i act... I can feel it now.. I think i love you.. But i dont know. . . 

I dreamed of you tonight. You walked down into the dark and black atmosphere just to fetch me. U were always there. But i didn't say anything, coz its just not me. 

I miss youu.. Do u know that? Huh? I'm not numb. I'm also a human. You asked me before "tao ka ba!? Ha!". Then, i was just crying inside to tame myself that i should not act vulnerable and weak.. I want to pull out the hell in me that time. I wanna burst. But my id tells me that i shouldn't. Keep calm. My ego tells me, ."You shouldn't be acting dumb, just numb!." So I just wept when you're not around. I carried those all d time with me.

The people who didn't say anything are the ones who care the most!!! (c)

You will only fully accept the person when u understand him/her despite of his/her evil-like attitude...

-kdm