Reciprocality

Reciprocal. It only exists in numbers. But in a relationship it would never exist.

People don’t know the real me. Its really hard to move and to act like i’m not affected. The painful truth is im totally affected by their bullshits. I really don’t know what to do. Im lost now. Im weak. Damn. I don’t want to be like this. Im being fucked up. Their affecting me too much.

FRIEND. What happened to us?

I don’t know. And i know that you know why you’re acting like that to me. Shit. Fuck. Damn. I wanna end up myself or move into a place where no one knows me and start a new life there. If only it’s just simple as that but i have my family who would worry about me. :( 

-kdm